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You know why i said i m ready for a kid??

Its not because i m scared not having one in future but this constant feeling that is eating me.
I may have scored the best than the rest of our group or in your friend circle. I may have had the better education than them. But I am a total failure than all. 

Even i have a wish to get a decent job with a decent pay. I wish to be in a quality work space. Not between some kitchen wives who jabber about nothing other than saas bahu drama and how horrible is married life. I want to be between quality people who enjoys life like our friends’ group does. Who makes me feel yes these are the people i want to be around or this is where i belong..

But no i always end up in garbage. I have realized its not gonna happen. i tried a lot to turn my luck. But no. i have worked hard; hard like anything to get those numbers on my marklist but alas they are mere numbers… And i am a big zero… 

Atleast i don’t want to be a even more giant failure buy wining over not having a baby.

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“To Read” Shelf

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These are the books i intent to read this year…… and i’ve jux gone through 4 of them… its a big task for me.. but its quiet interesting and challenging one….. but the hottest problem is the heat itself… its a dead dry summer here this year… too hot that i cant even look at these books…

every noon i’m sleeping coz i’m too tired of this summer heat… i haven’t turned a page from my currently reading one”Bright Girls”… its been weeks…. same is the case with night… not hot… but a cool atmosphere… again you get carried away to your bed….

cant help… well i’m juz waiting for raining time this year… i’ll read n read n read… so for this moment… its jux gonna be the “TO READ”shelf……

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Pooram: the essence of Kerala

Pooram is the true essence of kerala… here are some pics of the pooram at my place. i belong to a place called pattambi, in palakkad district, kerala. these pics are from the pooram of “kulangara mahadevi temple”

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